NeverI cant believe what is happening to me.Never
Ive always felt this way but i wish i didnt. She is flaunting what is hers right infront of me.
And yet me and him stay our way.
I yearn for when were alone and in some unfathomable way he lets me hold his hand.
Im sure it means little as much to him as it does me.
But im a train wreack and always will be.
I cant keep it together for one second.
Everyone sees it.
We would be perfect.
But i couldnt, wouldnt, dare.
I dont want yo ruin everything as i do.
So i just keep going. &nb
stockholmit's two a.m. and my eyes are ocean-wide open because your energy has stolen the sleep from my blood and left a fire in its wake, rampaging across my tongue so that when i try to speak, all that comes out isstockholm
smoke [and mirrors]. and you would think that i would be choking on it but i believe this is the first time in such a long time that i have actually been able to breathe.
precipitationi am a girl constructed from snowflake fingertips and a hunched spine and raw cheekbones, a girl who peels the skin away from her lips to keep them from spilling secrets, a girl unravels her veins and chips away at her bones because even she doesn't quite understand what makes her tick.precipitation
and sometimes, i have dreams of devouring the sky, clouds spinning, soft and sugary, on my tongue and
down my throat to tangle with my lungs, so that when i speak, my words are nothing more than mid-afternoon precpitation, soaking you to the marrow and washing away any preten
phantasmagoricalin my dreams, i scream until the oceaninc lining of my throat dissolves, until acid rises in my veins like grief, until i am so sure that i am going to fall to my knees that my bones creak inphantasmagorical
antcipation. and when you demand an explanation, i speak in words so fragile and thin that they break like a wave against my teeth, so that i am forced to spit them out at your feet. you gather them up in your fingers and they run through like egg yolks and you look at me as if this is what you have been trying to tell me all along. - i am all bloody heels and bruised knee-caps and unraveling joints. i am fingers that are splayed over
tanglecoffee eyes tangle with inbetween-blue for a lyrical second andtangle
a comet shoots down my throat, burning a trail into my stomach where it tangles with my ribcage, embossing constellations along the ladder of my spine. my veins tangle with my marrow, my bones knitting them all together and arching up through the skin, so that i am split in two.
there is no way for you to know just what you do to me,
because you are not the type of boy who
could ever believe that he sets loose a
wildfire underneath pricker-bush skin, even i
i just lost -it-
Tired
Merlin
--
"See the lightning in your eyes?"
You're Gonna Go Far, Kid, The Offspring
--
"Here goes nothing,"-Christofer Drew-nsn;3
Merlin
--
"See the lightning in your eyes?"
You're Gonna Go Far, Kid, The Offspring
--
if in doubt, love.
'let your freckles be periods, and my scars, the alphabet. our skin together is the most beautiful thing i have ever read.'
--
...i'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as i go nowhere...
i've been going crazy i don't want to waste another minute here...
--
I'm a SKINNY PIGGY!!!
RAWR!
私はジェームズクイン愛
Merlin
--
"See the lightning in your eyes?"
You're Gonna Go Far, Kid, The Offspring
--
"Here goes nothing,"-Christofer Drew-nsn;3
Merlin
--
"See the lightning in your eyes?"
You're Gonna Go Far, Kid, The Offspring
--
"Here goes nothing,"-Christofer Drew-nsn;3
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